ANIMAL'S NAME: Nikki - later asked for name change to Gillian
SPECIES: Horse
BREED: Standardbred
AGE: 23 years +/-
MEDICATIONS: Nothing at this time
HISTORY: Not much known; not successful in racing, thought used perhaps as a broad mare, been with current rescue organization for eleven years. Terrified when arrived to current location, would not let humans touch her.
Gillian’s history is not available. Used to be used as a racehorse, and then sold.
MASTERFEEDS N.R.G. was being fed to Gillian. This product, it is NOT food, is extremely damaging to his body.
Below is the ingredient list of N.R,G,, which is not posted on line, as then the company can change the ingredients without notice. Therefore, you as the purchaser of this waste product, as this is what this is, have no idea what this company is adding or subtracting to the food. This is extremely dangerous. I invite the reader to notice the liability disclaimer.
I have emailed and asked for the specifics on “pellet binder” and “mold inhibitor” as these are descriptions, with no response from the company. Recently, 2022 June, I feel they have added / changed ingredients which are extremely detrimental to the organic body. I am waiting for the “new” ingredient list from the company.
Please note | ALL HUMANS feeding this chemical waste product, manufacturing and or distributing this garbage, are utterly irresponsible, and causing immense pain, and suffering in all the animals.
For more information about toxic ingredients found in pet food, I invite the reader to visit this page.
As Gillian is at a sanctuary, and funds are tight, the plan is to use homeopathy, energy healing, and change the food as soon as possible placing him on oats, offering hay, allowing him to graze, also supporting him to self-select his remedies, minerals, and nutrients.
Gillian’s symptoms:
PHYSICAL
EMOTIONAL
What is astounding, is in 2019, Gillian looked strong, and much healthier. What happened in between this time frame, no one can tell us. But the degradation of her is alarming.
We, my niece and I, started with the homeopathic remedies (HR). Muscle testing Gillian’s system, PHOSPHOROUS (PHOS) came up for Gillian initially as her constitutional remedy. Her remedy will change a few times as the body begins to heal. PHOS makes sense as the body is toxic, and we see this with the flies around her eyes. My niece gave the remedy to Gillian when she visited during her volunteer days. I would test the day before each visit. Essential oils were also offered based on muscle testing as time did not permit a full self-selection session. Energy healings were performed, when possible, to support her. I have provided the focus only in these healing sessions.
Energy Healing No. 1
As Gillian was in such bad shape, I started with healings right away. The whole chakra system severely damaged.
Chakras Closed | Root, Sacral, Solar Plexus, and Third Eye
Introduction | This was new for her, so I introduced myself and explained to her what I was doing, and why. A lot of animals when they have been used by humans, have immense trust issues of our species, of course. So, this healing was about opening the channels, getting the energy moving through the body, and down through the legs to her feet.
The third eye is closed in a lot of horses, I am finding, as this is where the horses have been hit. There is trauma also in Gillian’s third eye. Humans!
Energy Healing No. 2
Chakras Closed | Root, and Sacral
Major Issue | Worked on her ankle front, and back. Intense healing. Front legs, shoulders, neck and jaw being impacted by back end. Focused on joint the whole time, and could feel the corrections through the whole body. She asked for her name to be changed to something beginning with the letter “G”. “Gillian” then came to me. This shows us how much their names may equal trauma when they have been taken, and used against their will. A new name resonates a new vibration.
Next day Gillian was running! This is how powerful energy is, and our intention. But still much work to do. All these sections highlighted in yellow in the image below, need help repairing, and this is just from the visual perspective.
She responded easily to her new name. I asked that it be confirmed via my niece, using her hands. One hand to represent NO, and the other YES. The horses will then place their nose in the hand of their choosing signalling their response, when given the information. She confirmed with her nose to the right hand, YES. Gillian it was! (This is just because we are too close minded, the information should just flow to us naturally species to species.)
HR | PHOSPHOROUS 30C 4 pellets | Offered to Gillian, she accepted easily. The animals can smell the vibration, she knows. If it was the wrong remedy, she would walk away.
PEPPERMINT in bucket of water for self-selection. Very good for gut, anti-inflammatory, and great for pain. Must be self-selected though, no humans overriding the animals free will.
Symptoms
HR | PHOSPHOROUS 30C 3 pellets | Offered to Gillian, she accepted easily
HERBS | Calendula, and arnica flowers consumed
OILS | Hemp seed oil, took a few good gulps
Trust being developed, as this type of engagement all new to her.
ABMS NOTES | 2023 May, I have learned to have a remote detailed conversations with the animal introducing myself before I engage in working with them. I explain who I am, what I do, my intentions, how I work, how far away I am – as they are interested to know why I am not presenting in person, asking if they will allow me to help them. When I test the animal is in full trust, then we are good to go. This is asked each time thought when I work on them to make sure they know I know how they are feeling and that I do have their confidence, and permission.
This speeds up healing immensely as the animal then knows what the process is about. At this time in 2021, I thought my intention would convey this, but this I learned was not enough. And as a result, healing is slowed down as the animal is not as open about where they need help. Huge learning moment for me with another horse who finally shoeing me something which was causing immense pain to him. I was very humbled by the moment, I have to say. It is in deep gratitude to him, I write this.
HR | PHOSPHOROUS 30C 2 pellets
HERBS | Barley Grass; Calendula flowers
SEEDS | Hemp hearts, ground flax seeds, and chia seeds
Symptoms | Changes
Starting to engage more, and showing us where the issues are in her body.
HR | SULFUR 30C and RHUS TOX 30C her remedies now
HERBS | Valerian root, couple of licks; calendula, a few flowers; peppermint, a few licks; not interested in cleavers, rose petals, yarrow or arnica. (what is missing here is bladderwrack, rosehips, milk thistle and dandelion root which would have been heavily favored if offered; not on hand)
SEEDS | Ground flax seeds, and chia seeds loved!
Symptoms | Changes
Energy Healing No. 3
Chakras Closed | Root, and Sacral, consistent with last healing
Major Issue | Worked on ankle front, and her back the whole time. Ran energy through the whole-body cleaning, and clearing.
HR | SULFUR 30C 3 pellets, followed byRHUS TOX 30C 1 pellet
FLAX SEED GROUND | Could not get enough
Zoo Application | Muscle Tested Gillian’s System Prior to Visit to Immediate Concerns
FLIES | Cinnamon 1 drop in aloe applied to each shoulder of her body as the this is heart related; flies disappeared
LEG | Marjoram preferred, but only Peppermint on hand, 2 drops in aloe gel run down back and back left leg, both sides to the top of her hoof
Energy Healing | No.4
Chakras Closed | Root – makes sense with legs shown above; no energy moving here
Major Focus | Energy leak at the top of the hip, focused on both sides of the spine; foot no longer the focus, her back is. Major healing, and repair, trauma blast from falling, and hurting herself.
Soul Incomplete | Would like connected this healing; permission must be granted to do this, as this is a sacred process
HR | RHUS TOX30C 3 pellets
ESSENTIAL OLIS APPLIED WITH PERMISSION
This was selected via muscle testing as there was not enough time to do a full session. The muscle testing, Gillian, said Wintergreen, Lime, and Marjoram were her priority in this order.
Gillian very particularly, none of this would be possible without her permission, her consent and cooperation. Application was provided in a forested area, out of the sun. Gillian was free to move away at any time. No contraption used, just her consent.
HR | RHUS TOX 30C 2 pellets
HERBS | Milk Thistle a huge favorite, could not get enough of; this is in alignment with the toxicity the system is expressing, burdening the liver.
Symptoms
Energy Healing | No. 5
Chakras Closed | Root – still does not trust, nor feel secure; a result of where she is located, and the people running the facility
Focus | Where circle drawn above (Second Heart Chakra for a horse); organs under most stress – kidneys; all repair on her Second Heart Chakra both sides of the body; a lot of repair at the base of the left ankle, also on left hip
We continue on this journey with her, there are layers being presented for healing. The premise of this healing journey was to show the healing of such a debilitating injury in such a short amount of time with energy, and herbs, and love. Her body has to clean on many levels.
ABMS NOTES | The more I work with Gillian, the more I realize she does not want to be here, on the planet. She does not want to be domesticated, nor looked after by humans. She wants her freedom to roam, run, and choose. To be a horse. This is creating a lot of conflict within her body, mind, sprit dynamic I feel.
Chat with Animal Communicator
I was a little concerned with how Gillian was being treated at the place she was being kept, which I felt was affecting her will to live. I hired a lovely animal communicator who has worked with for my own animals for years, Irene van Leewan, to chat with Gillian to see what she says, and obtain a different perspective.
Gillian was indeed struggling with whether she still wanted to stay here on this planet. Perspectives were provided by Irene which I felt helped Gillian immensely.
We continue working with Gillian, remedies are going in, based on what the body is presenting, and herbs are being selected.
Energy Healing | No. 9
Chakras Closed | Root – still does not trust, feel secure
Right brachial chakra located on shoulder huge focus. Massive amount of nausea came out, from my experience, this represents trauma in the body. Deep, deep nausea which I had to push through to help clear from her body. Deep repair in left side of neck, felt like trauma at the base of her skull. Message received was how truly WILD she is- she honours her WILDNESS, and needs humans to know this. To see this.
I chatted to Gillian about pain, and how she does not need to endure this without help. That she could select remedies on her terms, and we would listen. She agreed to work with the oils tomorrow, but would process a maximum of five only. She was very clear on this.
Mini-Zoopharmacognosey Session
After our healing session yesterday, confirming she would participate in helping herself heal more, Gillian was waiting at the gate for my niece, and her co-worker, which she has never done before, ever. She also allowed for a halter to be placed on her, this also has never been allowed.
Gillian very happily participated selecting the following. I had muscle tested earlier the oils, and the order in which they needed to be presented, as I knew her patience was limited. I participated on Facetime with Gillian, and the ladies, directing, and helping them interpret what she was saying.
I said hello to Gillian. She put her face to the phone, and I introduced myself. She is a beauty indeed!
LOCATION | At fence in field; Gillian on lead with ladies, looking for the oils; no stables on land to utilize
GERMAN CHAMOMILE (GC) | Started with this so her gut was protected, and deals with inflammation
WINTERGREEN (WG) | Licking and chewing; back and forth with the GC and WG, moved her body for application; got permission to apply 3 drops to left shoulder; snorted and rubbed her mouth; licking and chewing; nose running; big SIGH after finished processing with just these two oils
MELISSA | Shaking head a lot; big snort x2 = HUGE!!!! Walking, and processing, head shaking a lot.
LEMONGRASS | Processed, but not like the others
LEMON | Processed, and then ran off. Went into next field and was standing on the lead line to say – that was enough!
Five oils. That was it. She kept her contract, and was no longer interested. I thought it was wonderful, her direction, and fierce independence to say – I agree to this only, and then that is it! This is honouring her free will.
Remedies continue to go into Gillian’s body, her system is tested and she consents to them always with much attention to offering herbs, minerals, and essential oils. She is now self-selecting. The body presents layers to healing with the cold Canadian Winter outdoors presenting a few hurdles. Here Gillian is below, 2022 June 19, much stronger and in much better health, and condition. She would love to be WILD though once again, this is her desire. She does not wish to be confined by humans. I am hoping this may be provided to her in the Fifth Dimension.
2023 May | Gillian continues to be supported by ABMS with a lot less effort now as dowsing has become so efficient, sending energy onto the body, repairing remotely where a lot of healing can take place in hours. The small sanctuary is looking to relocate the horses to land with shelter, as the Winters are too hard without coverage. So please help manifest this for Gillian, and her herd with your love and intention.
Better yet, if anyone knows where she would be safe to be wild again, and free, please get in touch, thank you.
If you have read this healing journey, please send Gillian much love and light from your heart to hers, as she has not experienced this from our species much in her lifetime. Our mission is to help her wild heart soar. Your intention would be wonderful, and immensely appreciated! Namaste’.
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